Thursday, November 15, 2007

November 15th My first ramble :)

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I am home with my almost three month old daughter, it's crazy and fun. She is beautiful and needs so much of me so much of the time and I love that I can be here for her. I also have a 7 year old boy who is one of the other lights of my life. The man of my life is amazing. Strong, supportive, stubborn, fun, sexy, and intelligent. When I say everyday ramblings I mean I talk about my life everyday which could be anything. Today I read another blog where someone was posting about not telling their crush that they are into them. I remember meeting my fiance almost 5 years ago and thinking wow this is the guy. We had lunch, coffee and he actually listened to me rambe and talk about what felt like nothing at all and the whole time he was looking at me and he was saying "Wow, you are beautiful." I had NEVER been treated like by any man in my life. I think about the next time I saw him and I knew then that if I didn't make a move with him and tell/show him how I felt about him then I wouldn't have the chance. I took the chance and I kissed him, I had NEVER done that ever. What a moment :) Now years later we are engaged, we have a daughter together and he has been an awesome father to my 7 year old from a previous relationship. What I learned in that moment is that you have to take risks in life and take chances because you only get to live once and do this life once and you want it to be the best.

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